I became curious about BDSM at a very early age. The first time I ever felt sexual pleasure was when I was 7 years old and I was fantasizing about being restricted or tied up and being poked with something phallic. I also imagined a person telling me to be quiet while I was touching myself. When I was 24 years old I saw videos of people being tied up and I posted an ad that said "Looking to get tied up". Mistress Gia responded to my ad and I met her in a diner nearby where she lives. The first time I played with Mistress Gia she made me first kneel and then she tied me to a chair and fingered me. Then she made me sit on a dildo and grind into it. This was my first ever BDSM session. Later on I was introduced to flogging and spanking and other things like that. I noticed that BDSM was very psychological. There is something that is called "mental bondage", and it is very powerful. What I find the most interesting is that when I was growing up my dad was very controlling with me and I hated it, but I feel like when I grew up I started to like controlling people. I also learned that BDSM involves a lot of grey areas and one must be VERY careful with this fact. The main reason why I like BDSM is control and power, extreme pain has never been my kink. I have no problem giving up control over most things in my life, however when it comes to some things I want to have a say in them and I will fight over it.
